My Misconception of Perfection

For several years I didn't actively pursue music as a career with everything I had because I didn't feel that I was good enough.  I felt I needed to be perfect in order to make my mark.  My voice had to be perfect.  Every performance had to be perfect.  There was no room for error.  These were the thoughts that went through my head each time I considered pursuing my dream.  As you might suspect, placing such pressure on oneself would cause almost anyone to become discouraged and to stop trying altogether.  With these thoughts I dismissed myself from the game before it even began.

Fortunately, as of late I've come to the understanding that I do not have to be perfect in order to begin.  As long as I'm learning along the way I will continue to enhance my craft.  I've recognized that my talent is indeed a gift and it must be shared with others.  Those negative voices in my head that often told me I just wasn't good enough aren't as loud as they used to be and no longer do they cut as deep.  I feel most alive when I sing and I'm finally noticing that I have the ability to effect people with my voice.  I refuse to allow fear and doubt to keep me from the stage.

In my opinion, perfection is reserved for the Most High.  We weren't made to be perfect; for if we were, we'd have no need for each other and no reason to learn from one another.  We must use the gifts we were given to help each other.  I encourage you all to chase the desires of your heart and never stop.  Don't let your feelings of inadequacy deter you; let your spirit move you and enjoy the journey...

~ K. WiLL